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Nowhere Girl Vlogs | May of 2017

Nowhere Girl Vlogs | May of 2017

Welcome to my second vlog! As you can tell, it’s still short and I’m still trying to get the hang of it. For my second vlog entry, I’ve decided to make a compilation of the highlights of my May. To kick it off, I went to my first ever Zomato Foodie Meet Up with my good friend, Kevin, at Artsy Cafe, Maginhawa. Then my BFF, Kim, celebrated her birthday at my place; we swam, had pizza, and a sleepover. Lastly,…

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Nowhere Girl Vlogs | Visiting Jam 88.3

Nowhere Girl Vlogs | Visiting Jam 88.3

I’ve been meaning to vlog for a very long time but decided against it though I continued to shoot every now and then. Plus, it means another commitment for me to come up with more ideas to feature which is gonna be a real struggle considering I live a pretty boring life. I was also worried about the editing, cause I suck at it more than I suck at producing content but then again everything takes time and practice and…

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On a love that will always be…

On a love that will always be…

We lived together for some time nearly two years ago, and during that time I learned more than to pick up myself from the ground, I learned the things that I want out of life. Today, you told me you’re gonna be a father. Funny how time flies. What we had was a fairy-tale sort of love story (in my opinion of course) when we were younger… much younger than we were when we began living together… with the sun…

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To the Last Man I Dated

To the Last Man I Dated

A photo appeared on my news feed this evening as my phone automatically connected to my home internet. I guess I forgot to remove you from my following list. You were standing right next to your ex-girlfriend, but it turns out, you’re back together and you’re getting married. I chuckled, shook my head, and thought: I was right all along. When you no longer called back that morning when you promised you will, I had a hunch that somehow, even…

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On Forgiveness…

On Forgiveness…

I haven’t thought of you in a while, but last night you popped into my dreams. For some unknown reason, you were there, smiling at me and holding my hand. We were in some sort of an old castle which kind of reminds me of Meatloaf on Anything for Love. There was some sort of a ball, and there was this grand staircase. We were standing at the bottom waiting for people to come in… Suddenly, the ballroom was filled…

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In my dreams…

In my dreams…

‪I had a dream a couple of nights ago.‬ ‪I dreamed of you of all people I could dream about and I dreamed of a situation we always talked about when there are endless possibilities in what I could dream about. But instead, I dreamed of you and the child we always wanted. She looked an awful lot like you and was always smiling.‬ ‪In my dream, I knew you were committed as you are now, and I was scared…

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Unsent Letters 02

Unsent Letters 02

Back to where I first saw you in full light, with a bucket of beer by my side like we’ve done. I look in the distance thinking about that night. Thought about the things we talked and laughed about, how I realized that I liked you a lot. Wondered what I might have said that drove you away hoping that one day you’d find it in your heart to pick up your phone and ask to meet me up to…

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Unsent Letters 01 

Unsent Letters 01 

I’m nothing close to being wiser.I held out my hand to you hoping things are finally getting better… that you’re a little kinder. But you like to play with the fire of which I no longer desire. Yet, here I am on a pedestal even more illogical, irrational. Thinking ’bout you when I shouldn’t— but I couldn’t. I’ve tried so hard to mar your memory from my mind. I guess, you were really just that kind…

On this day three years ago…

On this day three years ago…

As I walk this old familiar road where we used to walk hand in hand after making love in the wee hours of January, I realized how much I miss being held close by someone I could actually call mine. I miss the late night talks I used to share with the person whom I could start a future with. Someone to drive around in the middle of the night just because we couldn’t sleep. The chance of seeing someone…

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Obra ni Maria 06 – Pamumundok

Obra ni Maria 06 – Pamumundok

Aakyatin ko nalang mag-isa lahat ng bundok na pinangako kong isasama kita. Kasabay ng pag akyat ko ay ang pag limot ng alaalang nilimot mo na din ako. Tanging ang alaala ng mga ngiti at boses mo nalang siguro ang baon ko. Aakyatin ko nalang mag-isa lahat ng bundok na pinangako kong isasama kita. Iiwan ko na din lahat ng natitira kong pag asa sa baba. Kasabay ng pag lubog ng araw, iiwan ko na din ang nakaraan. Sa bawat…

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