Thoughts & Poetry

Leftover Mental Reflex

Perhaps it’s the smell of menthol filling the air that brought me back to where I was years ago, back to a time when we were sat right in front of each other. Your hand on my thigh, as you puff a cigarette from the other; a smile plastered on your face while my eyes locked with yours as if…

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Nowhere Girl Vlogs | May of 2017

Welcome to my second vlog! As you can tell, it’s still short and I’m still trying to get the hang of it. For my second vlog entry, I’ve decided to make a compilation of the highlights of my May. To kick it off, I went to my first ever Zomato Foodie Meet Up with my good friend, Kevin, at Artsy…

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Nowhere Girl Vlogs | Visiting Jam 88.3

I’ve been meaning to vlog for a very long time but decided against it though I continued to shoot every now and then. Plus, it means another commitment for me to come up with more ideas to feature which is gonna be a real struggle considering I live a pretty boring life. I was also worried about the editing, cause…

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On a love that will always be…

We lived together for some time nearly two years ago, and during that time I learned more than to pick up myself from the ground, I learned the things that I want out of life. Today, you told me you’re gonna be a father. Funny how time flies. What we had was a fairy-tale sort of love story (in my…

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To the Last Man I Dated

A photo appeared on my news feed this evening as my phone automatically connected to my home internet. I guess I forgot to remove you from my following list. You were standing right next to your ex-girlfriend, but it turns out, you’re back together and you’re getting married. I chuckled, shook my head, and thought: I was right all along.…

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On Forgiveness…

I haven’t thought of you in a while, but last night you popped into my dreams. For some unknown reason, you were there, smiling at me and holding my hand. We were in some sort of an old castle which kind of reminds me of Meatloaf on Anything for Love. There was some sort of a ball, and there was…

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In my dreams…

‪I had a dream a couple of nights ago.‬ ‪I dreamed of you of all people I could dream about and I dreamed of a situation we always talked about when there are endless possibilities in what I could dream about. But instead, I dreamed of you and the child we always wanted. She looked an awful lot like you…

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Unsent Letters 02

Back to where I first saw you in full light, with a bucket of beer by my side like we’ve done. I look in the distance thinking about that night. Thought about the things we talked and laughed about, how I realized that I liked you a lot. Wondered what I might have said that drove you away hoping that…

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Unsent Letters 01 

I’m nothing close to being wiser.I held out my hand to you hoping things are finally getting better… that you’re a little kinder. But you like to play with the fire of which I no longer desire. Yet, here I am on a pedestal even more illogical, irrational. Thinking ’bout you when I shouldn’t— but I couldn’t. I’ve tried so…

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