Thoughts & Poetry

Here I Go Again

Here I go again.
Watching our old videos,
Scrolling through our old pictures.
Listening to all the songs you sent me.

How long has it been since I declared that I’m over you?
It wasn’t that long ago, is it?
And how long has it been since you’ve fallen for another?
It wasn’t too long, either.

But it has been such a long time since we have shared a bed,
Shared our thoughts…
Shared a home…
Shared love.

Yet, here I am, so long ago from the day you said goodbye.
Watching our old videos,
Scrolling through our old pictures.
Listening to all the songs you sent me.
Here I go again.

I must stop.
Now, once and for all.
I do not want to entertain these thoughts anymore.
Could have been’s
What if’s…
What good will they ever bring?
And even though somewhere really deep down
I wish it was still you and I…
Still, I must get on with my life…
Love myself better
Because that is what’s right.

Yet, here I go again
Watching our old videos,
Scrolling through our old pictures.
Listening to all the songs you sent me.
Here I go again.

One tap and then another.
Select all, and then delete.
I am truly over you.
Now it really is over.

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