To my greatest love…

To my greatest love…

 As much as I want to not look into your page, I could never seem to resist the urge. And in there I’ve seen things that has brought me more pain than when you left me for good. I never knew how much pain a simple photograph can bring nor a simple change of relationship status do.

Seeing you with her has brought in feelings that I never knew existed, it brought with it pain that no words could ever describe.

But what else can I say? I can pour out every little thing I can say about how much it hurts to be the one that is left behind but it will not change anything.

Somehow, I want to try again. Not with you, no. I no longer want to try it with you, not anymore. Now that I have found myself and discovered a better version of me, I want to share it with someone who would love me again.

I can’t say that that next love is for a lifetime, but I will take the risk because I deserve it. I deserve it the same way you deserve to be in her arms and not in mine. And no matter how much it hurts, I will go on for as long as you are happy I will do my best to be happy for you, as well.

But know this, no matter where I am and who I am with, nothing would be like it will ever be with you. I will always love you. My greatest love… but I am now giving up on you. I am setting you and myself free. Adieu.

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