Awakened.

Yes, this is another comeback post (with a dramatic title) about how much have happened in my offline life since I became idle from the blogosphere. I’ve taken down everything and decided to give this site a fresh new start… it’s another, ironically same old, project from scratch, but what the hell I’m getting rusty-not only in writing my thoughts down but also in basic web design.

I am using a pre-made theme right now (credits at the bottom) but I’ll soon change it with my own work; I’ll work on pages soon, still contemplating whether to put back the tutorial and free themes page but I do have plans on monetizing this site again, just need to borrow someone’s paypal account in a couple of weeks though this domain is about to expire again and I don’t want this to be in a hanging sort of state for a couple more weeks because of delayed payments. LOL

So getting back to business.

I have officially resigned from teaching in a regular school due to extreme tension migraine brought by the lack of sleep, weird eating pattern and STRESS, generally. I have also taken my licensure examination as I resigned from my teaching job and I am now still awaiting results. I’m really hoping to see my name on the passers list, that’s just what I was waiting for actually, it was the only excitement I had for sometime, especially after the final breakup that took place right after the board exam. Yes, in two weeks tops my life took a sort of 360 turn, it wasn’t such a mess. It was hard, but I am just glad that it’s all over now.

Over the past few months, I have fallen out of love, resigned from work, took the board exam, went to a lot of night outs, broke some rules, stayed up all night with a special friend, went to rock concerts, planned a wedding, and fell in love in a flash of a lightening.

Right now, I can say that no matter how chaotic and unplanned my life was in the past months based on the summary of events listed above this paragraph, I have learned a great deal of lessons from people and experiences alike… It was a hell of a roller coaster ride-probably one with a few hoops- but it was a fun ride, a bit nerve wracking but what ride isn’t?

But I am done with the wobbling part after the hell of a ride, I can say that I have established my balance better than before. I am keener and I love deeper now…probably more truthful than before as I have recently met (don’t know if ‘met’ is the right term as I have known his existence since I was a kid) the person whom I am ready to take chances with and, as if God has seen something good in my deeds, He made our parents take a very special interest in helping us connect and build a relationship.

It was blissful, it was prompt. But that’s the thing-it will never take you long to realize you truly love a person. Love doesn’t need to be deliberated, if you are still thinking of whether you love a person or not you don’t, although you will learn to, eventually. Because when love is real, you know it pretty quickly and with absolute certainty… That was what happened to me recently.

I always thought that love was something that has to be learned and to be given but it wasn’t. It is something you do not expect to feel yet you are willing to share it together. I know it’s too early for me to say these things but they’re true.

So that’s the mushy part but that is exactly where I am at this moment.

God has a great plan ahead, I know and I am willing to follow.


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